I WILL ALWAYS COUNT ON YOU

The signal has been given green ,the departing whistle was also well-heard .The train would leave any minute and Ma’s eyes almost moist filled with all those emotions & pain of separation..the train started to leave slowly & so did those drops of pure love marched anxiously from her eyes..to Ma I am still that little girl who wouldn’t allow to divert her attention from her demanding daughter even for a moment ,who every morning at the gate of her kindergarten wouldn’t unhold her aanchal ,and try every measure to not to leave her alone ,by making faces ,weeping loud “Ma please don’t let me go alone”…but now that little girl too need her space…the same girl who was just so jealous of her newly born brother as he was getting all the attention of her darling mother that once innocently she commented Ma “promise me you wouldn’t chose anybody over me”but today her little girl needsprivacy…Ma don’t interfare I can take my decisions alone though deep inside she still fears her ma…she is the most strict & most adorable mom in the whole world..but maybe time has changed now she can move on alone …Ma once innocently questioned girl don’t you get scared while you are traveling alone …and her big grown up girl just laugh her way out …Ma ..come on I am a big grown up girl ….really her grown up girl now might just don’t feel insecure without her in this big scary unknown world …she has now learn to take her steps on her own..and don’t need her mom to second her decisions..but ma do you know the actual thing ma what I m doing is just following your footsteps I still fear the same to walk alone to get enstranged with crossroads of failure in the long run…but how long I would keep bothering you but one thing is for sure..this very confused yet somewhere resolved girl of yours would never let you down…and will never go such far where she could never come back to you…my dearest Ma………